Sunday, August 26, 2007

THE SUN IS NOT AWARE OF SCARS






















THE SUN IS NOT AWARE OF SCARS
Life has become strangely
Simplified….
Everyday I love you less and less.
WHY BEING SINGLE ROCKS

Now I am a free man. I can breathe the air lungs full; I clean up all my knotted thoughts that have hurt me so much. In these days, even I forget to feel the essence of being me. The string of wariness that never share my bed again. Being in love always, I thought she is mine but she is loved by many. This is greatest insecurities I have been live along those days. Now I am free like a bird. Fly on and on. The pocketfuls of dreams are with me and its giving meaning in me. I always wanted to be the one who live in himself but she captures me like snake. LOVE- God save me…...i never ever thought that its was so painful, the blaming game people like play with each other. Is was not that I am looking for or forward in my life. I never been so cheated in my life. Thank God now its over and end. However, for your information it was not I that ended it; it was from her side. Good luck for her future, my best wishes are always with her. One thing I sure about that I never forget her in my life but you know and I knew time heal everybody.
It’s a raining tears days. All around rain and me. The tears that always makes me emotional enough to blown away. Be brave boy. It is just a blink of a time. Everything gonna be right after the rain. The bird are chirping, the tree that has to change there leaves. After the fall spring will come.

I am neither scornful nor disdainful.
I am the sea’s treasurer, I hardly hear words of hurt and I restore my place my thinking, my joys; and if I could admit to you the sadness in my absent eyes, neither the reasons nor madness were mine alone. I fell in love again and love started up a wave in my life and filled me with love, love alone without my wishing ill to anyone.
It is not adversity that separates people, it is growing. A flower never dies; it goes on being born. So then, forgive me as I forgive.
One must cherish and wear singleness. If we celebrate singleness, there is not war in this world. Its not end of the war, it is just a beginning. The biggest war one should face is war with oneself.

Ideal partner: who has the innocence of angels, patience of awareness, perception, nobility, discrimination, judgment, penetration, honesty, wisdom and humanitarianism.
Hard fine is not but I wait and wait till doomsdays.
Watta say…….i am sure I will find the most unavailable one and unwanted one who calling me from far so far away.
Spears of yesterday, swords of the past,
I’m guilty, I said to the firefly.
And night enveloped me.
I wanted to say that I too
Suffered.
Its not enough
The one who wounds is wounded till he dies.

That’s history now, it was written in sand,
In the spreading of the shade.

Its not true! Its not true!


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