Sunday, August 26, 2007

FAKE THYSELF


Whenever I just going mugging, mugging down around-I saw there is so many people trying to fake thyself। (We are infested and infesting others like a worm) We are living in the look at ME world। We all are connected by virtually। We do not even know where we met each other in the virtual U-turns with that fake identity. We often chase our own identity by creating so called cool profiles. The ways we make them cool by modify our own view of life. In search of likeminded soul, we somehow lost our own religion, faith and our self-confidence. We keep that route to impress others for what mean. If we do not trust ourselves first than how could we gain trust to others. No matter how hard we try, we are always there as original self. That is why: at the end day, we looked so tired, weird and cursed ourselves sadly. The basic need is to celebrate moments with company that keeps you alive and worthwhile. We are all humane by birth, compassionate enough to share feelings, love, happiness and of course pains. We feel so light when there is someone waiting to heard out and gave shoulders to lean on. Imagine how light;






No matter how hard you try, you cannot escape or fake yourself coz you are what you are; we all are reflective to each other’s; yr eyes never lied to you; you know and I knew that seen is believing. Sometimes its takes time (sometimes centuries passed and u still wonder whoz that) to see the real you but trust me it was not that hard to find out what inside. (The sooner is better for you)
Believe me you that finding thyself is the hardest part of our life. So many People (poor or lost soul and the terminal fuck ups) died without knowing what killed them; so sad Nah. That is why at least we should try to meet ourselves once. Just try people; its cost you nothing. (It’s like a season offering; buy one get one free)
People always enjoyed and playing monogamous games toward each other’s. We well enjoyed being a part of it that is why we sow so many wars upon us. Game played and enjoyed; so many tower destroyed, evaded but still you, I wondering around.
So take light and embraced what you are coz you are your own GOD. Pat yourself for good thing you have been done and share everything that you have earned.
Life is not that easy to modify or express or write down coz how anybody does or I define it by words. Words are shapeless; ugly figure that playing on papers. How could you and I construct a sentences to describe it. Its makes me so earthbound and weepiness.
Lets not the alien politics of humanization, hate grow over us; we do not let anybody to suffer. Just spread love and smile all over this small but huge beautiful planet. Live as you never live anymore. Every moment is GOD gift to us. Let us makes that moments worth full. Someday we tell our children what we have done to this planet. PEACE OUT.

RUST
The smell of your skin
Stare me like a mad holy cow
Who blew my tiny broken hut?
Passion and sin stung me like a honeybee
The sweet sparkling light of love struggle
Beast embraced with beast
Mixed blood and sweats

Shut down all the doors
Punished all the purest heart
Let them die
Let pain raining like a toxic waste
Burn that green blooming leafs
Let the Garden of Eden glow brighter
Like a august sky
Now
The selfish coward’s game is over
Python of desired is satisfied.
And a child is born.

I open the rusted broken doors
An ill infested darkness covered my soul
I felt infested, seductive and hypnotized
A dry but heavy drop violence erupting like a long dead volcano
The lava violently burst upon my side
Scorpions of darkness stung my soul
Half conscious, skeleton crackling cold terrorize winds
Sharpened the edge of stubborn spirits
And I followed the shadow of omen
He promises me to catch the flying horses of time
As a satiated hungry man
I searched for the apple
And I violet the line of fire

No comments: