the inside me

I've been thinking about myself alot lately. Very useless and selfish thing to do i know but seriously i've been thinking about myself and trying to find who the fcuk i really am. It's come to the point where i no longer could find an answer to who the fcuk i really am, but i continue to trudge along that same unknown path which hopefully will end with a sign that says,"A big welcome to you who knows you". Sometimes we all really want to be "someone" who people could respect and love and we all try too hard most of the time. I try too hard most of the time and when i do, i feel like i've just had a hundred face lifts , which in other words makes me feel like a fake. I believe the real you is when you take a step back and be pragmatic. Go with life and see where it takes you. People would either love you or hate you, but at the end of the day, at least you're living a life that's true, and that's when you'll be set on the right path on knowing who you really are.